hesitation

Sometimes out of the fear of finding ourselves in a moment of devastation, lost by the loneliness of our own naivety, we search for reason, mindful of questions that we are afraid to even ask ourselves. With our subconcious aware of our biggest and deepest fears, but our lips unable to speak the feelings that we've forced to stay barried deep, our approach becomes methodic: defensive and intrigued, we consume ourselves by keeping it in our thought. Unwillingly we allow it to fester. We allow it to pick, and poke, and pinch.

What else are we to do?

Take it further. Step by step. 

Become unhinged. 

Let it in.

Dreams are unknown. Time to adore.

No loss for moments - things that were sworn.

Words of discomfort. No ease to a hurting mind.
Time spent digging - a hapless feeling, a need to find.
Don't ask questions. Don't think to hesitate. 

You make the choices you made yourself to make. 

Take it all in. Take it fast.

Yourself first - Everyone else last.