ashes.

this feeling that I feel so deep, it is all because of you.
the constant hesitations that I make, it is all because of you.
the aching that sits irritatingly in my mind and heart, it is all because of you.
once so free and innocent, living fully without the anticipation of future regrets,
that is now all gone, it is all because of you.
the endless smiles and blushing cheeks that you'd expect to see,
that is now all gone, it is all because of you.