falling out of love.

This is something that I didn't foresee. I never thought that it would come to this. I fell in love but now I'm the one leaving. I'm walking away from this dreamt up sense of bliss. 


With you I once felt safe, you held my hand as we walked and held me close while we slept. We dreamt up dreams and we made promises that I wish that I could have kept. 

I'm sorry because I know that this was not a part of the plan. While I leave I try not to look back because I know that there, alone and broken, you stand. 
As I speak to you my honest truth I can't even look into your eyes, no matter how much I want to love you, I don't, no matter how hard I try. 

I feel a guilt hanging over me, dragging me down, how could I ever let it get to this? 


How could I ever let you fall for me, feel secure and believe in the possibilities of us. 

Where we are right now I never thought would be. I truly hope that someday you will understand this was not my intent and you'll be able to move forward and forgive me.